Well it appears that it's been a good six weeks or so since I last updated. I can officially say I've lost 30 POUNDS! And I feel fantastic!
September was a hard month. There were a LOT of emotions and mental obstacles that taunted me and tried to get in the way of my goals. It was hard; harder than I expected it to be. But it will soon be October, a new month, a new century (I'll be in the 100s instead of 200s) and new clothes, of course. :)
Lately I've been getting a lot of compliments, and I'm so thankful that people are noticing the outcome of my hard work. However, it's still pretty awkward. I'll have to get used to people looking at me and critiquing my every move and everything I put in my mouth, but what I want more than anything is to set a good example for other people and show them "it" can be done.
I've also been hearing "If only"s and "I really need to do that"s and "I wish I could do it"s. Well guess what, people- YOU CAN! I've confided in a couple of people that I don't really know how to respond when these comments come up. Both agreed that "you can" is the best response. It's SO doable. It's hard, it's painful, it's emotional, but it's WORTH IT. I have a tendency of trying to take responsibility for you. ("You" are the people who WANT the results but make every excuse to get out of working for them.) I can't make you do anything. All I can do is encourage you and tell you over and over and over and over and over again that you can do it, even if it means telling you a thousand times before you get your butt off the couch.
PLEASE don't get me wrong. I HAVE BEEN THERE. We all have different stories and different experiences, I know. But at the root of that we all have something in common. We want to feel good. We want to LOOK good. We want to live long and healthy lives. We want to be able to ride in the car without unbuttoning our jeans on the way home from work. (Seriously. That's a big one for me.)
I also know it's hard not having an accountability partner and feeling like you're in it "alone". So this is my vow. As long as you need my encouragement, I'll give it. As long as you need my prayers, I'll ask them. As long as you ask for advice, I'll share. But I'm starting this new month with a promise to myself that I will try not to focus on you. I'm going to focus on me. YOU focus on you. Deal? Deal. ((handshake)) In order to meet my goals and accomplish my aspirations in my new life, I HAVE to focus on me. I don't really have much of a choice anymore. Maybe when all is said and done, I'll be a trainer, and I'll kick all of your butts. ;) (Kidding.)
*sigh* Now that I got that rant out of my system, I can move on to other things! Andrew has lost so much weight, as well! He started this journey at about 215 pounds on his 5'10" frame (as of the first week of June), and as of this morning weighed in at a lean, mean, running-machine 181 pounds! That puts him 6-10 pounds from his overall goal, and I am SO proud of him. He's such an amazing person. So supportive, so encouraging, and ALWAYS holds me accountable. I may be tempted, but he knocks the ideas of cookies and pasta right out of my head with kind and motivating words, and I couldn't be more thankful for that. Way to go, babe!!
I've also decided to devote more time to myself. I'm home alone often, which I love, but I tend to spend all of that time watching trashy tv or playing on Facebook... I'm going to try to find a couple of hobbies. This time of year I love to knit, paint and draw. I also love to journal (e.g. Blogspot.) I just feel like I need more things that are mine. Things that I don't have to share with Andrew, or friends, or anyone, really. So if anyone has any ideas, please share!
Everyone have a fabulous week! I won't wait so long to update next time. Love you all and thank you for your encouragement and love!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Really??
I looked like this? SERIOUSLY? Going through my photos today I think I realized for the first time how much I've changed. I know other people see it, because they don't see me as often, but when I see myself every day the change is much more gradual. I just wanted to show everyone the last (and probably only) full-body "before picture" I had before this whole process began. This was a friend's wedding in January of this year.
So the last few weeks have been KUH-razy busy. We've been spending time with family we haven't seen in nearly two years, and falling in love with their children. Our niece, Anaiah, is almost 2. We hadn't seen her since she was just a few months old. And our nephew, Evan, is 6mo. This is the first time meeting him. They got here a couple of weeks ago, and so far we've crammed a good six weeks of visiting and entertainment into the last few. It's been such a blessing, getting to spend this time with them. They are VERY loved and GREATLY missed when they're in Africa.
Last week was a VERY good week. (I'm typing a lot in all caps, because I'm excited tonight, for whatever reason.) We spent four lovely days in McCall with immediate family and we had such a good time. Lots of visiting, lots of lake-time, lots of down time. It was relaxing, and we all loved it.
I ended up going an entire week without seeing Jen. This has happened twice now, since we started together, and both times I've been out-of-my-mind nervous. But both times have produced good results.... this last time I lost nearly 7 POUNDS in a WEEK! :D I was (and still am) so excited, and SO proud of myself. (This week the results weren't as good, but there are extenuating circumstances, if you catch my drift...)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
8 Weeks...
This is the most recent photo I have of myself. I'm eating out at a restaurant, but don't worry, I made wise choices. :) And I couldn't figure out how to crop Sam out of it, so hopefully she doesn't mind having her photo on the world-wide-web. :)
Yesterday marked the 8 week anniversary of this whole life-changing experience. It sounds cheesey, but it's SO true. In eight weeks I've managed to lose 14.5 inches from all over my body, and lose 20 pounds. (Well, 19 point something, but lets round up, shall we?) And that's just on the outside. I have my annual physical in September, and I can hardly wait to find out my blood pressure and to see the look on my doc's face when I get on that dreaded hospital scale.
I can't believe how far I've already come. It's such an amazing feeling. And as I lose weight and get in better shape, I'm less afraid/embarassed to share with you what I started out at in my journey. I weighed in at 229 pounds. I'll pause here to let you guys throw up/cry/gasp/swear......... Okay, we good? I was in size 18 jeans/pants/bottoms in general and 14-16 top...... Here's the amazing part. Yesterday I was trying on old clothes (it's definitely more fun when they start to fit again), and I got myself COMFORTABLY into a pair of size 14 jeans! They were zipped, buttoned, and with little-to-no muffin-top! I'm think by the end of next week they'll be just about perfect... :)
So like I said, I went through ALL of my clothes. This had never been done before. So EEEEK. I ended up with 2 black garbage bags full of give-away clothes. Oh and a smallish box. I also ended up with a GIGANTIC Rubbermaid full of clothes that WILL fit this winter. :D Oh, and two medium-sized Rubbermaids full of clothes that WILL fit next summer. I'm getting so excited. It's just a whole new world (go ahead and sing the song. I'll have it stuck in my head all night, too.) It's amazing to look at a pair of jeans that you haven't worn in two years and be EXCITED about wearing them AGAIN, rather than depressed as hell because you never will, and then (lets face it) you go binge-friggin-crazy on Cold Stone and Olive Garden breadsticks. Yes ladies and gentlemen, those were my drugs of choice.
Now that I'm feeling so much better, mentally AND physically, I'm really trying to inspire people. I know how painful it is to be overweight, and I wasn't even as big as a lot of people start out. But I was sad, and angry, and disappointed in myself, and depressed, and really unhappy. And I think everyone who is out of shape, in any way, shape or form, feels those things. So I want to help someone. I want to motivate someone. Being fit and feisty will be great fun, but I've decided my ultimate goal is to help someone else change their life. Wish me luck!
Yesterday marked the 8 week anniversary of this whole life-changing experience. It sounds cheesey, but it's SO true. In eight weeks I've managed to lose 14.5 inches from all over my body, and lose 20 pounds. (Well, 19 point something, but lets round up, shall we?) And that's just on the outside. I have my annual physical in September, and I can hardly wait to find out my blood pressure and to see the look on my doc's face when I get on that dreaded hospital scale.
I can't believe how far I've already come. It's such an amazing feeling. And as I lose weight and get in better shape, I'm less afraid/embarassed to share with you what I started out at in my journey. I weighed in at 229 pounds. I'll pause here to let you guys throw up/cry/gasp/swear......... Okay, we good? I was in size 18 jeans/pants/bottoms in general and 14-16 top...... Here's the amazing part. Yesterday I was trying on old clothes (it's definitely more fun when they start to fit again), and I got myself COMFORTABLY into a pair of size 14 jeans! They were zipped, buttoned, and with little-to-no muffin-top! I'm think by the end of next week they'll be just about perfect... :)
So like I said, I went through ALL of my clothes. This had never been done before. So EEEEK. I ended up with 2 black garbage bags full of give-away clothes. Oh and a smallish box. I also ended up with a GIGANTIC Rubbermaid full of clothes that WILL fit this winter. :D Oh, and two medium-sized Rubbermaids full of clothes that WILL fit next summer. I'm getting so excited. It's just a whole new world (go ahead and sing the song. I'll have it stuck in my head all night, too.) It's amazing to look at a pair of jeans that you haven't worn in two years and be EXCITED about wearing them AGAIN, rather than depressed as hell because you never will, and then (lets face it) you go binge-friggin-crazy on Cold Stone and Olive Garden breadsticks. Yes ladies and gentlemen, those were my drugs of choice.
Now that I'm feeling so much better, mentally AND physically, I'm really trying to inspire people. I know how painful it is to be overweight, and I wasn't even as big as a lot of people start out. But I was sad, and angry, and disappointed in myself, and depressed, and really unhappy. And I think everyone who is out of shape, in any way, shape or form, feels those things. So I want to help someone. I want to motivate someone. Being fit and feisty will be great fun, but I've decided my ultimate goal is to help someone else change their life. Wish me luck!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
New font.
They need to get some new ones for this whole "blog thing". I'm working on getting a new body, so I'd like some new font options as well. Is that really too much to ask for? I think not.
Today was okay. I lost 1.5lbs this week. Eh. It's good, because it's something, but it's not great. However, I did cheat quite a friggin' bit this last week, so I'm sure that has something to do with it. I went to my workout this morning, and it went well. I got a teensy bit lightheaded, but mostly I was just so short of breath because she really wanted me all over the place. I definitely work my a** off when I'm there!
So this is a new week. I'm going to try to go the whole week without cheating, or at least cheating as little as possible. Now when I say "cheating", I don't mean I'm going to Cold Stone or eating pizza every day. This week marks my 1 month anniversary without soda, and I'm not planning on breaking that any time soon! No, no, by cheating I mean a piece of cheese. Or a glass of chocolate milk. As all of you well know, these things that I seem to be "cheating" with are still MUCH healthier for me than the things I was eating even a month ago!
Today was three weeks since I started this whole program. I've officially lost ten pounds. It's going well. I'm trying to be patient. It doesn't all need to come off within two months. It's better for me in the long run to take my time. This is just as much, if not moreso, about forming healthy habits as it is about losing weight. Habits that I will have forever, so I can control myself when occasions arise that provide certain temptations.... And eating this way isn't FOREVER. It's just until I'm fit, healthy, and happy with my new body (soooo excited to see that, by the way!) At that point it'll just be about "maintaining the goods". Lol!
Andrew's doing very well, too. He's lost around 10 pounds. I can tell in his belly. :) He's been really good about running on the elliptical when he has time; on average probably 4 or 5 times a week. He's also LOVING the food we have. He's a rare human being. I say this because he craves fresh fruit and veggies and meat. He basically craves everything that's good for you. I don't. But I'm getting there. I definitely enjoy most things I'm eating. Tonight I went to the store and bought a Litehouse dressing. It's pomegranate blueberry vinaigrette. 20 cals per serving. I'm excited to try it on my spinach and strawberry salad. :)
Anyway, we're getting there. I'm sooo excited, also, for my friends who are making these changes in their lives. We're all becoming healthier, happier people, and it's SO worth it! I'm very proud of you, girls. We're doing this! Finally! Keep up the good work, and just think about how we'll look in a few months. And also, thank you so much for the support you give me. It means the world to have friends that care about my happiness. You're the best! *MWAH* (that's a smooch)
Today was okay. I lost 1.5lbs this week. Eh. It's good, because it's something, but it's not great. However, I did cheat quite a friggin' bit this last week, so I'm sure that has something to do with it. I went to my workout this morning, and it went well. I got a teensy bit lightheaded, but mostly I was just so short of breath because she really wanted me all over the place. I definitely work my a** off when I'm there!
So this is a new week. I'm going to try to go the whole week without cheating, or at least cheating as little as possible. Now when I say "cheating", I don't mean I'm going to Cold Stone or eating pizza every day. This week marks my 1 month anniversary without soda, and I'm not planning on breaking that any time soon! No, no, by cheating I mean a piece of cheese. Or a glass of chocolate milk. As all of you well know, these things that I seem to be "cheating" with are still MUCH healthier for me than the things I was eating even a month ago!
Today was three weeks since I started this whole program. I've officially lost ten pounds. It's going well. I'm trying to be patient. It doesn't all need to come off within two months. It's better for me in the long run to take my time. This is just as much, if not moreso, about forming healthy habits as it is about losing weight. Habits that I will have forever, so I can control myself when occasions arise that provide certain temptations.... And eating this way isn't FOREVER. It's just until I'm fit, healthy, and happy with my new body (soooo excited to see that, by the way!) At that point it'll just be about "maintaining the goods". Lol!
Andrew's doing very well, too. He's lost around 10 pounds. I can tell in his belly. :) He's been really good about running on the elliptical when he has time; on average probably 4 or 5 times a week. He's also LOVING the food we have. He's a rare human being. I say this because he craves fresh fruit and veggies and meat. He basically craves everything that's good for you. I don't. But I'm getting there. I definitely enjoy most things I'm eating. Tonight I went to the store and bought a Litehouse dressing. It's pomegranate blueberry vinaigrette. 20 cals per serving. I'm excited to try it on my spinach and strawberry salad. :)
Anyway, we're getting there. I'm sooo excited, also, for my friends who are making these changes in their lives. We're all becoming healthier, happier people, and it's SO worth it! I'm very proud of you, girls. We're doing this! Finally! Keep up the good work, and just think about how we'll look in a few months. And also, thank you so much for the support you give me. It means the world to have friends that care about my happiness. You're the best! *MWAH* (that's a smooch)
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Why can't I stop watching America's Next Top Model marathons....
So I had a great workout with Jenn today. However, it's Thursday. And every Thursday marks the four days/week that I'm without Jenn.... and during those four days I usually feel like I'm suffocating from too much healthy food. She told me, though, that when I weigh-in next Tuesday, if I've had a good week (which means lost minimum of 2 pounds) I can start having low-fat string cheese. :D YAY! Definitely looking forward to that.
My parents left town yesterday, and I'm "in charge" of cooking dinner for my brother, Evan, tonight. What does he want? Does he want baked chicken and salad? Noooo. Does he want turkey with spinach and hummus? Noooo. He wants LASAGNA. I'm not gonna lie, I make a pretty mean lasagna. (Ignore the last time I made it, Amanda. It tasted like crap. Lol!) And I know that I'm going to eat some. I'm not going to put the time and effort into making something like that and NOT eat any of it. I just need to control myself. And honestly, I think I'll be fine. I'm going on three weeks without much sugar or salt, so I'm thinking it'll taste so salty that I won't be able to eat much of it anyway. So I'm excited, in a way, to try the lasagna. It'll be a good test for me.
(Nigel from ANTM is so sexy.)
Well, I don't have much else to say. I should probably get started on dinner. Wish me luck!!
My parents left town yesterday, and I'm "in charge" of cooking dinner for my brother, Evan, tonight. What does he want? Does he want baked chicken and salad? Noooo. Does he want turkey with spinach and hummus? Noooo. He wants LASAGNA. I'm not gonna lie, I make a pretty mean lasagna. (Ignore the last time I made it, Amanda. It tasted like crap. Lol!) And I know that I'm going to eat some. I'm not going to put the time and effort into making something like that and NOT eat any of it. I just need to control myself. And honestly, I think I'll be fine. I'm going on three weeks without much sugar or salt, so I'm thinking it'll taste so salty that I won't be able to eat much of it anyway. So I'm excited, in a way, to try the lasagna. It'll be a good test for me.
(Nigel from ANTM is so sexy.)
Well, I don't have much else to say. I should probably get started on dinner. Wish me luck!!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
I Hate Titling These Every Time....
So I had a FANTASTIC work out with Jenn yesterday. When I first started this "journey", there were two sessions in a row where I almost passed out. It was insane. And you know, it really scared me. It made me feel completely helpless. And it made me think, "There is NOTHING that is worth feeling this way." The good news is, this hasn't happened the last three sessions. My body is starting to build endurance, and my heart doesn't think that I'm trying to kill it. :)
So she always weighs me on Tuesdays, which I believe I told you about in my last post... anyway, I had a great week last week, and according to yesterday's weigh-in I lost two pounds, which brought my total to 8.3 pounds in two weeks! Well I always weigh in before my session, and then I secretly weigh myself again the next day. (I'm somewhat addicted to my scale right now, as all I've been getting are good results.) This morning I had lost ANOTHER 2 pounds! And I know they're different scales, but I've done the math and calculated the differences in each one, so I know it's for real. Aaaack! *Sweat Drops*Sweat Drops*Sweat Drops*!!!!!!! I was so unbelievably excited.
I worked all afternoon today, and absolutely HATED the idea of doing my cardio, but I did it anyway. I did my 35 minutes, during which I burned 407 calories. Then I got off the elliptical, drank some water, and thought, "Hey... I could go again. I feel great today!" So I got back on for another 30 minutes! I ended up burning 754.6 calories, total! I feel soooo good.
It feels amazing to be seeing results. Yesterday I told Jenn that I want nothing more right now than to be able to have string cheese. She said, "MAYBE in two weeks... I'll think about it." (she's not mean, she said it with a smile). It was then that I realized I don't care. I can live without certain things pretty easily now, because I know it's working. I can feel the changes taking place inside my body, and yesterday I started seeing them. Not only are my clothes (slightly) fitting looser, my skin is clearing up. I hadn't noticed until this morning, but I haven't had a breakout since before I started eating "clean" and exercising on a regular basis. Weird, yeah? I dig it, though. :)
Anyway, I'm starving. I'm gonna go shower off my sweatiness and make some (boring-but-worth-it) dinner!
So she always weighs me on Tuesdays, which I believe I told you about in my last post... anyway, I had a great week last week, and according to yesterday's weigh-in I lost two pounds, which brought my total to 8.3 pounds in two weeks! Well I always weigh in before my session, and then I secretly weigh myself again the next day. (I'm somewhat addicted to my scale right now, as all I've been getting are good results.) This morning I had lost ANOTHER 2 pounds! And I know they're different scales, but I've done the math and calculated the differences in each one, so I know it's for real. Aaaack! *Sweat Drops*Sweat Drops*Sweat Drops*!!!!!!! I was so unbelievably excited.
I worked all afternoon today, and absolutely HATED the idea of doing my cardio, but I did it anyway. I did my 35 minutes, during which I burned 407 calories. Then I got off the elliptical, drank some water, and thought, "Hey... I could go again. I feel great today!" So I got back on for another 30 minutes! I ended up burning 754.6 calories, total! I feel soooo good.
It feels amazing to be seeing results. Yesterday I told Jenn that I want nothing more right now than to be able to have string cheese. She said, "MAYBE in two weeks... I'll think about it." (she's not mean, she said it with a smile). It was then that I realized I don't care. I can live without certain things pretty easily now, because I know it's working. I can feel the changes taking place inside my body, and yesterday I started seeing them. Not only are my clothes (slightly) fitting looser, my skin is clearing up. I hadn't noticed until this morning, but I haven't had a breakout since before I started eating "clean" and exercising on a regular basis. Weird, yeah? I dig it, though. :)
Anyway, I'm starving. I'm gonna go shower off my sweatiness and make some (boring-but-worth-it) dinner!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Thundercats Are Gooooo!
Ugh, there's SO much to say. I've officially started over. As you can see, it's been a while since I logged in and updated this!
I've started a new lifestyle. Most days I feel pretty good, but I have my bad, bored, wannabe self-destructive (food-wise) days, too. Andrew's been EXTREMELY supportive thus far, and thoroughly enjoys coming home to an actual cooked-from-scratch dinner every night. It's a total 180 from Freschetta pizzas and grilled cheese. :)
I won't go into details unless someone asks for them, but I'm basically eating 5 times a day. I eat three "square" meals, and two snacks; one in the afternoon, and one right before bed. I'm on a very low calorie plan in comparison to how I was eating before, so I have to make sure I eat often to keep my energy up. It's kind of weird, actually. I eat fewer calories, and twice or three times the amount of food. I feel less bloated, and more.... regular, if you will. ;) Sorry, probably t.m.i., but it's true. It's amazing what eating fresh, "clean" foods can do for your body. I have virtually no preservatives in my system anymore.
I've also been seeing a trainer. Her name is Jenn, and she's fantastic. I see her Tuesdays and Thursdays for weight-training. She weighs me Tuesdays. I also stay at the gym after my workout with her to do 35-40 minutes of cardio. This has been a little bit trickier, mentally and emotionally. I find myself relying on her to "make" me lose weight, when really that's not her job. Her job is to encourage me, motivate me, and remind me of WHY I want to get healthy. It's not her job to force me to do it. So when I make improvements (and when I don't), I find myself either thanking or "cursing" her. I just have to get over that. This is my life, this is my choice. Nobody is making me take this road, I chose it because of the future I envision for myself and my family.
On a lighter note, the first week I lost 6.2 pounds! It was an amazing accomplishment, and I'm sure most of it was water weight I'd been carrying around because of the soda and everything. It's been over 2 weeks since I've had soda, so that's exciting, too! :) On top of my time with Jenn, I'm doing 4 days a week (minimum) of cardio, and I'm supposed to be doing 1 day a week of yoga, though I haven't been super committed to that yet.... I'm supposed to do it to help improve my flexibility and to lengthen the muscle I'm building. Maybe I'll do it today...
This last weekend my lovely monthly friend came to visit (and I'm not talking about Amanda.) :) So I've felt extremely discouraged, because of the bloating and the laziness. I literally forced myself to do two extra days of cardio this week, and I was still up a pound this morning. *growl* Amanda and I decided I need to put my scale away. Technically I'm not really supposed to know what I weigh at all. Jenn wanted me to "give that worry to her", so I didn't dwell on it.... I haven't done a great job of that so far. :) I'll try, though, from now on. It can be bad to know what you weigh down to the ouncy every single morning, because a glass of water could make you feel fat!
Anyway, today I'm supposed to do my cardio, and I've been in my p.j.s all day. I hate when I'm lazy like this. But I haven't been able to turn off the tv with this ANTM marathon going on!
Wish me luck, world. I'm out to kick fat's ass.
I've started a new lifestyle. Most days I feel pretty good, but I have my bad, bored, wannabe self-destructive (food-wise) days, too. Andrew's been EXTREMELY supportive thus far, and thoroughly enjoys coming home to an actual cooked-from-scratch dinner every night. It's a total 180 from Freschetta pizzas and grilled cheese. :)
I won't go into details unless someone asks for them, but I'm basically eating 5 times a day. I eat three "square" meals, and two snacks; one in the afternoon, and one right before bed. I'm on a very low calorie plan in comparison to how I was eating before, so I have to make sure I eat often to keep my energy up. It's kind of weird, actually. I eat fewer calories, and twice or three times the amount of food. I feel less bloated, and more.... regular, if you will. ;) Sorry, probably t.m.i., but it's true. It's amazing what eating fresh, "clean" foods can do for your body. I have virtually no preservatives in my system anymore.
I've also been seeing a trainer. Her name is Jenn, and she's fantastic. I see her Tuesdays and Thursdays for weight-training. She weighs me Tuesdays. I also stay at the gym after my workout with her to do 35-40 minutes of cardio. This has been a little bit trickier, mentally and emotionally. I find myself relying on her to "make" me lose weight, when really that's not her job. Her job is to encourage me, motivate me, and remind me of WHY I want to get healthy. It's not her job to force me to do it. So when I make improvements (and when I don't), I find myself either thanking or "cursing" her. I just have to get over that. This is my life, this is my choice. Nobody is making me take this road, I chose it because of the future I envision for myself and my family.
On a lighter note, the first week I lost 6.2 pounds! It was an amazing accomplishment, and I'm sure most of it was water weight I'd been carrying around because of the soda and everything. It's been over 2 weeks since I've had soda, so that's exciting, too! :) On top of my time with Jenn, I'm doing 4 days a week (minimum) of cardio, and I'm supposed to be doing 1 day a week of yoga, though I haven't been super committed to that yet.... I'm supposed to do it to help improve my flexibility and to lengthen the muscle I'm building. Maybe I'll do it today...
This last weekend my lovely monthly friend came to visit (and I'm not talking about Amanda.) :) So I've felt extremely discouraged, because of the bloating and the laziness. I literally forced myself to do two extra days of cardio this week, and I was still up a pound this morning. *growl* Amanda and I decided I need to put my scale away. Technically I'm not really supposed to know what I weigh at all. Jenn wanted me to "give that worry to her", so I didn't dwell on it.... I haven't done a great job of that so far. :) I'll try, though, from now on. It can be bad to know what you weigh down to the ouncy every single morning, because a glass of water could make you feel fat!
Anyway, today I'm supposed to do my cardio, and I've been in my p.j.s all day. I hate when I'm lazy like this. But I haven't been able to turn off the tv with this ANTM marathon going on!
Wish me luck, world. I'm out to kick fat's ass.
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